Saturday, October 31, 2009

luv n hate bday ...

22nd Oct ...well ma crazy,sad,happy day...
there are sum reasons...lyk
crazy...hmm..coz im crazy...excited n in luv i guess
hahaha...wat a crap....
it waz sad...coz sum plans wit skul frenz gt cancelled.....even though tat suckz bt it doesnt really matter coz behind tis suckin thing there was a happy thing...hahahahha
which iz sum celeb wit family..n old frenznt gonna mention his name...coz he is well..i donno..
HAD SUM WORST TIMES WIT LYNEL.... ma cuz hu is lyk always making me annoyed,...
FOUND OUT SUM SECRETS BOUT HIM...GOTCHA....WOHOO.....
ND ALSO GT HIM INTO TROUBLE....i guess tats one of ma bday wishes....hahahha...gud 4 him
okie i gtg...c u soon

Saturday, October 10, 2009

REMEMBERED

it has been a long time since the last time i wanted to blog......well..i din really wanna blog again...bt i felt quiet
board...so i thought of blogging.....
well all i can say right now...is how i feel.....
so...firstly....i lost ma friend.....a gud friend...i donno...wat act happened bt we juz....seperated...i really appricieated her presence.....n if she is reading tis...im sure she knows im talkin bout her....and i really want her to know tat i luv her...she has been a great bff....bt i guess...she doesnt wanna be ma bff anymore...
honestly..de main reason tis happened is bcoz of me...if u blame....me....i will take tat blame frm u...
well.u always seem angry at me...n i doono wht i did......
<3DID I HURT U???
<3DID I ACT MEAN ON U???
<3DID I SAY SUMTHIN TO U???
....while i was bloggig...all i could think of is all our flashbacks....wen...i was always happy...with ur jokes,ur smile...n evrythn....
i still remember wen we threw a box into de toilet...n ran away...
and we did stupid n silly stuf...which...really...brought deep friendship between us....
tis year we became more closer.....n i really liked tat....coz u were lyk tha...best bff i have eva had.....
but im really sorry....if i made this beautiful friendship...tore apart.....im sure u will be thinkin...tat im juz saying stuff....act....im nt i really mean em......as usual...u now i always hurt evryone i luv sooooo....im sorry again right nw all i could think of..is juz ...SORRY......
ma lesson is tat i should  neva  keep sumone too close to me.coz i will eventually loose em...juz lyk hw i lost u.....IM SORRY AGAIN.....
thx 4 bein such a wonderful fren to me....<3 muakhx